Every day, we speak a great many words. It is remarkable just how many words we will say in our lifetime. Studies suggest that in our lifetime we will speak somewhere between 100 and 150 million words. Statistically, women will speak about 20% more words than men. I’m just reporting the facts here. Most words we speak have no lasting meaning. Likely, none of the words any of us speak will be preserved for history.
By contrast, the four gospels of the New Testament record some of Jesus’ words for us. By one count, the Bible contains 31,426 words spoken by Jesus. Many times, I find myself wishing the gospel writers had recorded more of what Jesus said.
Jesus' words are considered uniquely important because we believe them to be the authoritative, divine revelation of God in the flesh, offering eternal life and serving as the ultimate standard for truth, morality, and final judgment. Jesus’ words are regarded as living, powerful, and enduring, providing foundational principles for Christian life and shaping human history, values, and thought. Many Bibles print Jesus’ words in red to make them easily identifiable and to highlight their importance. The red ink symbolizes the blood of Christ, linking his words to his sacrifice.
Some of the most loved words Jesus ever spoke were:
- “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” (Matthew 7:12)
- “Love your neighbors as yourself.” (Mark 12:31)
- “With God, all things are possible.” (Matthew 19:26)
- “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28)
I am sure you could easily add to the list of Jesus' loved words.
While these are among the most loved words of Jesus, they may not be the most important. For those words, we would have to include:
- "I am the way and the truth and the life" (John 14:6).
- "I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full" (John 10:10)
- “Repent and believe in the good news.” Mark 1:15
- "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me" (John 14:1).
Again, I am sure you could easily add to the list of Jesus’ powerful words.
But among the most powerful words must be those translated in English as “I am He.” We heard that phrase uttered by Jesus in our Scripture reading today. From the Gospel of John, we read this account in the Garden of Gethsemane. “1 When he had finished praying, Jesus left with his disciples and crossed the Kidron Valley. On the other side, there was a garden, and he and his disciples went into it. 2 Now Judas, who betrayed him, knew the place, because Jesus had often met there with his disciples. 3 So Judas came to the garden, guiding a detachment of soldiers and some officials from the chief priests and the Pharisees. They were carrying torches, lanterns, and weapons. 4 Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, ‘Who is it you want?’ 5 ‘Jesus of Nazareth,’ they replied. ‘I am he,’ Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) 6 When Jesus said, ‘I am he,’ they drew back and fell to the ground” (John 18:1-6).
Of the words Jesus had spoken up to this time, none had a greater physical impact on more people than “I am he.” Jesus spoke words, and an individual was healed. Those words had a great physical impact on the person healed. Jesus spoke, and people were fed, but the impact on them was to look to Jesus for the next meal. Jesus spoke, and insight was given. But never had Jesus spoken words, and men, trained warriors, armed for battle, recoiled as a group and fell to the ground. “I am he.” In Greek, these words translate to “egō eimi,” (ago ahme) or most simply, “I am.”
Jesus’ pursuers were overcome and debilitated by Jesus words. They became confused and weakened, falling to the ground. John, the narrator of the story, does not say why these troops acted in this manner. It seems, therefore, likely that John’s readers did not need an explanation for the troops’ reaction. John’s readers would have understood without being told.
We might ask, “Why do people recoil and shrink away after Jesus said, ‘I am he’?” People spontaneously recoil when they encounter something or hear something exceptionally unexpected. In this case, what was said was shocking, creating an instinctive emotional reaction among the troops who instantly wanted to shrink away from Jesus and get smaller by falling to the ground. Jesus’ words seemed dangerous, almost a warning that an unbeatable warrior stood before them. And so they recoiled, fell to the ground, in a submissive posture before a much superior combatant. What was it about Jesus’ words that shocked those who had come to arrest him?
Again, if we wish to understand Jesus’ words of the Gospel and their significance to the people who first heard them, we must go to the Old Testament for insight. The term “I am he,” or “egō eimi,” is found in the Hebrew scriptures. And when we consider the person of Jesus, we turn most often to the prophecies and words of Isaiah.
Isaiah Chapter 41 opens with a question as to who is sovereign over all the people. The answer in verse 4 is, “I, the Lord, with the first of them and with the last—I am he.” (Isaiah 41:4b) “I am he” means the Lord himself is over all people.
Isaiah Chapter 43 reads, “You are my witnesses,” declares the Lord, “and my servant whom I have chosen, so that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he. Before me no god was formed, nor will there be one after me” (Isaiah 43:10). “I am he,” signifies that there are none before me and there shall be none after me.
Still further in the same chapter of Isaiah 43, we would read, “I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more” (Isaiah 43:25). The Lord speaks, “I am he,” who can forgive sins. The Jewish people understood well that only God could forgive sin.
To hear Jesus say, “I am he,” “egō eimi,” was as if the troops heard the voice of God. The inherent response of sinful people in the presence of a holy God is to shrink and fall. In God’s holy presence, Isaiah fell trembling, believing he was doomed. Peter fell when he first met Jesus and begged Jesus to depart from him, a sinner. Moses veiled his face before God. The disciples fell facedown when Jesus was transfigured, and they beheld his holiness. The natural response of a sinner being in the presence of holiness is to shrink back and fall.
The troops in the garden of Gethsemane recoiled and fell, as sinners who had heard the voice of God. The reaction of the troops who had come to arrest Jesus was so severe that Jesus needed to prompt them into activity and completion of their plan, his plan, by asking them a question. “7 Again he asked them, ‘Who is it you want?’ ‘Jesus of Nazareth,’ they said. 8 Jesus answered, ‘I told you that I am he” (John 18:7-8b). Jesus’ prompting of the troops was sufficient to help them regain their composure.
After a brief scuffle with one of Jesus’ disciples, “12 The detachment of soldiers with its commander and the Jewish officials arrested Jesus. They bound him 13 and brought him first to Annas, who was the father-in-law of Caiaphas, the high priest that year. 14 Caiaphas was the one who had advised the Jewish leaders that it would be good if one man died for the people” (John 18:12-14). The troops had overcome their instinctive shock at hearing Jesus say, “I am he,” and their training and discipline to follow orders kicked in. They arrested and bound Jesus so that he could stand trial.
At that, we must pause for a moment and consider the picture. Jesus, the Son of God, the “I am” of the Hebrew Scriptures, was arrested by sinful men, who had at first recoiled and fallen from him. Sinful men had bound the hands of Jesus, a holy man. A Holy God was bound by sinful men. This situation appeared so upside down. It was a paradox, a situation that seems self-contradictory, absurd, or illogical, yet may contain a deeper truth or reveal flaws in human reasoning. The religious authorities, with their detachment of troops, thought that they had the power and would now be in control of Jesus’ destiny. They acted as though arresting Jesus and putting him on trial was doing God’s will to rout out a traitor. What they did not realize was that they were doing God’s will, but not to rout out a traitor. They were never in control, even though they were unwittingly part of God’s plan to redeem humanity.
It is the paradox of this scene that reveals the deepest truth about redemption and faith itself. The Apostle Paul recognized the paradox and said of it, “18 For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God” (1 Corinthians 1:18). Said most simply, “The idea that Jesus, “I am he,” would allow himself to be bound and then kill by sinful men is ridiculous to those who do not believe. But to those who have believed in Jesus, it makes sense that God would use his power to save those who have faith.”
Paul said, “19 For it is written: ‘I [I am he] will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.’ 20 Where is the wise person? Where is the teacher of the law? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 21 For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. 22 Jews demand signs and Greeks look for wisdom, 23 but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, 24 but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. 25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength” (1 Corinthians 1:19-24). God would invert the wisdom of humanity and use a paradox to draw out the perfection of salvation in the completed work of Jesus, bound and crucified.
In Jesus' saying, “I am He,” to his betrayer and tormentors, Jesus was clarifying all the other times He said to His disciples, “egō eimi.” Jesus said:
- "I am the bread of life" (John 6:35, 48, 51): Jesus sustains spiritual life just as bread sustains physical life.
- "I am the light of the world" (John 8:12): Jesus provides guidance and truth in a world of darkness.
- "I am the door/gate of the sheep" (John 10:7, 9): Jesus is the only way to safety, protection, and salvation.
- "I am the good shepherd" (John 10:11, 14): Jesus sacrificially cares for, protects, and knows his followers.
- "I am the resurrection and the life" (John 11:25): Jesus offers eternal life and overcomes death.
- "I am the way, the truth, and the life" (John 14:6): Jesus is the only access to God the Father.
- "I am the true vine" (John 15:1, 5): Jesus is the source of spiritual life; believers must abide in him to bear fruit.
Jesus likely spoke millions of words. We have about 30,000 of them. But three words revealed everything about him and they are three words that change lives. Jesus said, “I am He.” The writer of our opening song said it well that for you and me, Jesus is the “I am He.” “I am He, He said. It is I you seek. I'm the one you want. I am He. You have found me now. I am the one. You have come for me. I am He.” Jesus is the answer to the desires of our hearts.
You and I are like the soldiers who came to arrest Jesus. We are sinners who stand in the presence of the holiness of God. We both shrink and fall in the presence of holiness. And when Jesus speaks, we will either rise and seek to bind him, control him, and lead him away, so that he is no longer part of our lives. This is the path of the unbeliever. Or, we will rise and seek to follow Jesus, so that we are never apart from His life. Jesus leaves us to make the choice. Who will you be to Jesus as he says to you, “I am He.” Amen and Amen.